For the Disciples of Christ



The Intuitive Life - Being in the Spirit

But the Comforter (or Advocate), who is the Holy Spirit, whom the Father
 will send in my name, he shall teach you all things, and bring all
things to your remembrance, whatsoever I have said unto you.

John 14:26

The breath God breathed into our nostrils is spirit and life, meaning the Spirit is in the breath and the breath is in the Spirit. Breath is everything in the meditation experience. In the higher levels of meditation, breath and breathing become more and more significant. Like the active and passive aspects of the Triune Self, the breath is also active and passive. It is active as breathing and passive as our soul. The active aspect of breath keeps the Triune Self connected to the nature body, while all of our thoughts and actions in this life are imprinted on the passive aspect referred to in these writings as the breath-form; it would not be incorrect to say that our thoughts and actions are imprinted upon the soul with every breath we take. The soul is not conscious; it resides between nature matter and intelligent light; it is finer than matter, but not as refined as light. This form of matter is referred to as essential matter, meaning that it operates in matter, but it is “super-refined matter” which makes it invisible and indestructible. The only thing that alters essential matter of the soul is our thoughts which are etched upon it.

Our individual soul is a component of our eternal Triune Self and either advances or diminishes, relative to how we live our lives. The soul carries, from life to life, the matrix which defines our body, its health, talents, intelligence, and deficiencies. The essential matter of the soul matrix (the breath-form) transmits the configuration of our physical body to the astral body for manifestation into the nature body. The body of each person is an exact representation of the soul which expresses the attributes, characteristics, strengths, weaknesses, health, temperaments, refinement or lack thereof, level of intelligence, goodness etc. of the individual. It has been emphasized in Levels 1 & 2 that meditation is a bottom up process and the importance of the serenity that has been instilled into the body and the psyche nature will be evident in Level 3. In this third level of meditation, we will develop a more intimate relationship with the soul as breath. This has the potential of being one of the most significant experiences in a person’s spiritual life.

The goal of Level 2 was to deal with the personal issues of the shadow self and make the unconscious conscious as the dual nature of the psychic becomes unified. At this point of progress, one completes the process by purifying and stilling the psychic waters or as it says in Genesis, the waters above the firmament (the diaphragm, see: Level 2). Symbolically, it is these “still waters” that Jesus Christ walked upon. All of the “troubled waters” we experience in life come from the turbulence generated from the dual (happy/sad, good/bad) nature of the psychic. Jesus walked to Peter on the troubled waters because he had mastered the psychic nature. Jesus encouraged Peter to walk upon the waters, but Peter had not yet reached this level of understanding. With the successful completion of Level 2 meditation, each person will be able to “walk upon the still waters.”

When the stillness and wholeness within the psychic waters has been experienced, the new mantra becomes, “Let not your heart be troubled…” A peaceful heart keeps the waters still and one begins to feel different and to see the way ahead. Like the surface of a still pond where the reflection reveals the trees and sky, so the psychic waters “show” the level above. When the waters are still, the movement of breath becomes more apparent; in fact, it becomes obvious that the movement of breath is the key to keeping the psychic nature calm. As we take a breath of air into the lungs, the “jet stream” of the psychic breath in the psychic atmosphere will pick up any disturbances and bring them into the mind, which in turn, troubles the waters. These disturbances are the measure of how well we have cleared, purified and stabilized our psychic nature.

Don’t try to force anything, just let the stillness happen; but, when it does happen, hold that calm state for as long as possible. Remember, Levels 1 & 2 are building a foundation that must be stable so the subtle Level 3 experiences can be realized. Once the Doer as feeling/desire is calm and collected in meditation and the breath moves smoothly, the experiences of Level 3 will become more apparent. For this to be in an understandable context, it is important to know how the Triune Self is integrated and connected to the physical body.

The Body and Triune Self

The history of humanity can be measured by the evolution of consciousness from the primitive mind to the human “creators” of cutting-edge AI technology. Human evolution naturally brings to mind the rise and fall of civilizations or the history of warfare, both of which perfectly describe the evolving awareness, proficiency, and innovation of humans. Tragically, there is a parallel between the evolution of warfare and the evolution of consciousness – the more conscious and innovative we become, the more proficient we are at killing one another. However, this perspective of human life and its evolution only denotes the external expression and manifestation of consciousness in this 3rd dimensional reality. The reason so much emphasis is placed on the technological advances of modern civilization is the convenience, comfort, and security it creates for the human body. In this world we are fixated on the physical body, but in regard to the evolution of consciousness, this external, materialistic reality is insignificant and temporal.

Far more miraculous is the internal reality of consciousness in the human being, and the fact that we can control and advance our personal spiritual awareness by simply turning our “outward-looking” focus back onto the differing conscious states of the inner self. To begin with, it would not be an exaggeration to say that presently our relationship to our physical body is one of casual maintenance, somewhat like taking care of a pet. Most of our time with the body is spent feeding, cleaning, preening, dressing, using, and resting this physical form; this is what has to be done when occupying a body of nature. However, this hygienic maintenance and adoring love-affair with our physical form fails to recognize the internal reality and spiritual significance of this miraculous system. The hidden potential within the human body is the foundation upon which spiritual realization is founded. Jesus Christ revealed this potential in the numerous miracles he performed and in the resurrection and ascension of his body. He demonstrated these miraculous capabilities for all to see so humanity would have a record of these possibilities.

As discussed in Levels 1 & 2, the body of nature is comprised of the four elements of earth, water, air, and fire which correspond to the four vital systems of digestion, circulation, respiration, and generation respectively; each of the four vital systems extend beyond the body as an atmosphere (see diagram below). These systems also correlate respectively with the four senses of smell, taste, hearing, and sight. The fourfold elemental body, the four vital systems and the four senses are the fixed parts of the body. Whereas, the unfixed, invisible and unmanifested units of nature stream into the body by means of the breath, light, air, water, and food. These nature units are moved through the body by breathing which builds out and maintains the form of the body. The breath not only supplies the blood with oxygen, but it pumps all the bodily systems including the digestive system. The physical body does not have consciousness, which means that our higher intelligence does not integrate fully with the body; in fact, it is not connected to the digestion system or the body. At the lowest level, conscious intelligence integrates with the psychic level as feeling and desire (the waters above the firmament) and from this level, consciousness enfolds the body to become the body-mind. The body-mind is connected to the brain and nervous system and feels sensation only. Although the body-mind does not think for itself, it is the vehicle for the ego/personality, the mind and the intellect. Within the psychic nature, the feeling mind merges with the body-mind so it is very difficult distinguishing between the two.

Although parts of the fourfold nature body are fixed in a given life, the rest of elemental nature continuously streams through all living forms on the planet, as well as the physical universe, to create them, to maintain them, and to terminate them; this can be confirmed in meditation. The physical units of matter which comprise our bodies also flow into the earth and the planets; the water element flows in our circulatory system, in the oceans, and in the moon; units of air flow in the respiratory system and in the sun; and the stars and starlight come from the element of fire, the same light energy that runs through our nervous system. By this miraculous relationship with elemental matter, the seen and unseen components of the human body and its atmospheres integrate with the entire universe, including the distant stars. This is difficult for some people to wrap their minds around, but humans are the highest life-form in the physical universe; it is breathing, self-conscious human beings, on this planet which are the center of the universe. Just as the motion of breathing keeps our bodily systems functioning, it is the collective breathing of humanity which creates the cyclical movements in the natural universe (a good meditation subject). The Creator created the universe in “Its own Image” and we humans are created in the image and likeness of the Creator. Humans are the focal point of that likeness; the universe is simply an extension and an expression of the living symbolism of the embodied human. The visible universe is just the outside of the human nature body whereas our internal self, which is divine, resides in the unseen and extends far beyond the physical universe.

The diagram below shows the Triune Self is not entirely integrated with the physical body. The Doer portion which includes the body-mind is the most integrated part. The feeling-mind of the Doer has its “seat” in the kidneys, and desire operates from the adrenal glands which sit atop the kidneys. In essence, feeling is dispersed throughout the “waters” of the circulatory system and desire is felt along the nerves and in the blood through the hormonal, steroidal and cortisol secretions from the adrenals. These secretions from the endocrine system stimulate the heart which causes desires that arouse feelings; feeling/desire comprise the psychic nature of the Doer. The Thinker is synonymous with the intuition, insight and inspiration of the Spirit and is governed by reason and rightness (conscience, correct-discernment). The Thinker has its seat in the heart and a connection in the cerebrum and with the Knower. The Knower’s only connection to the body is in the pituitary gland. Because the Thinker and Knower have such minimal contact with the body their presence and influence are not apparent; this is the case most especially with the Knower.

What this means in terms of the meditation experience is that people must recognize our personal experience with the Holy Trinity is limited by our attachments to worldly-oriented thinking and perceptions regarding the sensual, material reality of the world. The Divine Presence within a human being is relative to the welcoming receptivity of the individual’s heart. For many religious people, that door may only be open once a week; for secular people it is seldom open, and for truly evil people, divine presence has been removed altogether. What the spiritual Christian is doing through meditation is opening that doorway more and more each day every day until we are in the Presence of the Divine most of our waking hours. In meditation, we are learning about our oneness with the Divine. Just as we have learned that our personal unconscious is like a drop of water in the ocean of the collective unconscious, so our personal triune Self is a point of Light in the Heavenly Light of God. That which is in God is in us, and we can transform the shadows which prevent our union with the Divine Light. When our Doing Self has been prepared like new wine in a new wineskin, we can embrace the Holy Spirit and submit ourselves to the intuitive teachings and transformative lessons.

In John 14:26, Jesus tells his followers that he must go, but that the Father will send the Holy Spirit to teach us and help us to remember all the things he has taught. In essence, this is what Level 3 meditation is about, that is, learning how to open up to the intuitive instruction that comes through the Spirit. When the refined and transformed Doer connects and merges with the Spirit, the connection with the Knowing Self is opened and self-knowledge as intuition is received. At this phase in the advancement of humanity, this is what Christ directed us to do, that is, look to the Holy Spirit for guidance and knowledge. This is how these writings have come about.

What makes the life of Jesus Christ so unique and what gave him the miraculous powers to do what he did was that he fully embodied all the potentials of the Triune Self. The diagram below would look very different if it represented Jesus Christ; it would be one complete circle around the body with the pineal/pituitary gland radiating a halo of Holy Light which is why Christ said, “I and my Father are one.”  In addition, when he said, “These things I do, so shall you do also and greater than these,” indicates to me that this is the Way of Life to which Jesus Christ was referring. The 3 levels of meditation presented on this site are the means by which Christ’s disciples can begin to embody the Triune Self and follow him. Religious beliefs can only take a person so far. If we are going to follow Christ, as it says in Luke 14:26, we must release all the past issues we have with our family, break our cultural ties and let go of the attachments we have to the world, even let go of our personal self and follow him. Walking the walk with Jesus Christ is an internal realization to which each disciple must commit.


Teach the Heart to Think and the Mind to Feel

The heart is the center from which the elastic ebb and flow of breathing cycles through and around the body and its atmospheres. The heart and lungs are also the “seat” of the Thinker and the center of thinking. Consciousness as well as matter has an active and passive aspect and it is no different with the Thinker. Passive thinking is what is referred to as mind-chatter and active thinking consists of worldly or material thoughts that have emotions attached to them. Thoughts that have emotional interests, specific motives and living qualities are held in the mind and become living forms which in time will issue forth into the mental realm from the cerebrum. These living thought forms gather substance and at some point in the future will manifest as an event or an experience that mirrors that thought. At this present time in humanity, one need only watch the news to see that the thoughts of many people are feeble, deficient and reactionary. Real thinking consciously creates a thought, holds and refines the thought in the light before allowing for it to move to the cerebrum to be issued. Most thinking takes place around the heart and lungs which makes the ebb and flow of breathing even more significant to the meditation process. Obviously, thinking disturbs the heart and this in turn, interferes with the breathing which disrupts the bodily functions. Meditation on Level 2 has been about restricting the passive thinking process by focusing on smooth, connected breathing.

Level 3 meditation becomes possible when the psychic nature is no longer struggling with the dualities of life and self, but knows wholeness. When the breathing is smooth and the thinking has subsided, the waters of the psychic nature are peaceful, clear and still – only then is it possible to experience “thought without thinking.” This is the beginning of the heart and the head coming together, that is “teaching your heart to think and your mind to feel;” this is a state of Beingness which resides between the head and heart. The meditation experience in the Thinking Self is our personal experience of the Holy Spirit as intuition, inspiration, guidance and the knowing of I AM. This is the experience Christ pointed us to in John 14:26. This is the closest contact we have to Christ and to the Spirit within ourselves. The Father as the Knower is a quiet, but elusive presence that enfolds each of us with unconditional love.

Active meditation is equally as important as quiet sitting meditation. What this means is that one is conscious of the Spirit and can BE in the present moment in the Spirit through daily activities without disturbances from the chattering-mind or the emotions. To me, this is the living symbolism of walking on the waters. It is very difficult to do this because so many things in the outside world disturb our tranquility. Practicing being in the present moment with the Spirit will reveal our undeveloped states, such as: a lack of faith in the Spirit when we feel fear, uncertainty or insecurity; a lack of resolve and commitment when we find ourselves distracted by temptations which cast doubt on our true priorities; feeling disappointment because we have projected expectations into an event, experience or person; or having the ego trying to take control of the present moment because we are not being selfless. To truly come into the Spirit, one must “die” to the personal self and become selfless like Jesus Christ. If we are truly the disciples of Jesus Christ we must always be selfless (clear of ego influences) to walk in the Light and in the Spirit.

In this level of meditation let go of the awareness of the personal self and the passage of time. There are a few meditation experiences to learn and apply in Level 3:

~ Step 1: The first lesson is to learn how to focus the mind on a specific topic and hold that topic in consciousness allowing for the light to be drawn into the subject of the thinking. Keep the subject in focus at the point between the eyebrows until the subject clarifies itself. Hold the subject in the light until it is illuminated and known or experienced.

~ Step 2: Apply focused thinking to learn how to feel feeling. The feeling mind can be felt separately from bodily sensation.

~ Step 3: Focus on the breath moving through the different levels and atmospheres of the body. Become more and more aware of the breath-form. 

~ Step 4: Always be receptive to intuitive guidance and learning; each person will develop an individual relationship with the Spirit and will receive revelation unique to the Self and the life experiences.

~ Step 5: The presence of the I AM in meditation is the presence of the Knower as Self-Identity. This is our true, eternal identity; this is when we can say (to ourselves) “I and my Father are one.”

Successful meditation practice, over time, will change and reorder the nature units which comprise the physical body as well as the psychic nature making them conform to the new reality of the spiritual Self.


In Conclusion…

I remember the old axiom which says that experiences are often forgotten, but if you write down what the experience was about, you qualify it and own it. Writing about this system of meditation has been a remarkable shift for me, that is, a shift from actually meditating to transforming the subtle, internal experiences into a written, systematic process for personal spiritual growth. What was astonishing for me was that as I was writing about the changes of consciousness within a given level, the next morning in meditation, I would frequently experience the next “rung of the ladder” and hop over to the computer and write about it while in the afterglow of the experience. My wife tells me that I am more of a spiritual engineer than the Yoda guru-type, and I agree. I do have an affinity for knowing how things work, and time disappears when I have a puzzle to solve, especially when it involves creating a new system of meditation with clear stages for awakening consciousness.

In these closing remarks, I wanted to explain how this meditation system came into being and also reveal an “enlightenment” experience I recently had which was totally unexpected. As I look back now, this system has been decades in the making although most of the writing regarding meditation has taken place in 2017 and early 2018. The first stage of meditation experiences in the lower instinctual happened years ago before I thought about writing this system. I had reached a point of frustration with my meditation results and for several months I reviewed my spiritual books until I narrowed down my new approach to meditation. I determined that I was going to spent 2-3 hours each morning on the instinctual level of the body until something significant was revealed. I was tired of getting mediocre results. Over the next 3 years things did happen, and the focused embryonic breathing system I used is the same one described in Level 1 meditation.

I refer to the instinctual nature as the Erotic Life as it denotes the auto-erotic impulses of the body. The one “little tidbit” I would like to share with you that was not mentioned in the instructions comes from the following experience: while in meditation, at some point, I felt like the life force of my body was “kind of” leaking out as a result of me not being conscious on this level of my body. So, what I did was I began to pull the life force back into my body, that is, back into the center of vital life in the lower abdomen with focused embryonic breathing. Just like a baby in the womb draws life from its mother through the umbilical cord, I used my focused breathing to draw the life force back into my body from “the world.” That really worked! I got the results I was looking for. I recommend doing this as it will regenerate the physical form, bring the life force and breath back into your body; and it will also prepare and fortify you for the next level of meditation.

Ironically, just before I was to begin writing about the psychic nature and the shadow self, I began to have some disagreements with a neighbor which were really about petty stuff, and the whole thing was distracting and aggravating. I realized I was confronting a series of shadow experiences with my neighbor which totally revealed my own shadow. This was a wonderful, eye-opening experience about the fact that I had not yet completed my own shadow work. I had already read Carl Jung’s collected works 6-14 as well as various shadow books so I was able to observe my shadow in action as I interacted with my neighbor. I wrote about the shadow as I went through the experience myself. All through the process of writing about the psychic nature I continued to have many experiences which defined this level of consciousness transformation. Most importantly, was the experience of feeling my psychic nature blend into a unified wholeness, like sunlight penetrating water; it was also felt as a recognition that feeling/desire became one and the battle of opposites was over within my conscious self; no more good/bad or happy/sad. A deep peace and satisfaction seeped into my soul.

Now I was eager to begin writing Level 3, the Intuitive Life, and nothing happened – writer’s block or something! I realized that on this level of the higher mental/spiritual, there were many different possibilities of how to proceed. In the past, I had studied the spiritual from several different yoga systems, Taoism, qigong, Rosicrucians, metaphysics, and the Ancient Egyptians, but now I was stumped! I realized that explaining these various spiritual systems for “reaching God” would be like doing a book report and that was not going to get it. Three different times I thought I was on my way, but then my writing fizzled out and died. Months passed and I still did not know where I was going with this third level. I realized that I had to forget about writing and just meditate until something came through. That was what this is about anyway – I had to open myself and connect with the Spirit to receive the knowledge of this next level. Time slowly passed until one morning Spirit started to download and I jumped to my computer and started writing; and fortunately, it kept coming.

I was very pleased when I completed the last section; it seemed a long time in coming. Now that I was finished, I was in the “vacuum of nothingness” which seems to occur whenever a big project ends and nothing is on the horizon. Nevertheless, it was a beautiful day for a walk in the woods. I was still puzzling over the fact of how difficult it is to maintain the deep serenity felt in meditation as we are living our day to day lives. Even though I experience those higher states of serenity, there are times when the body gets “moody or irritable about nothing.” I know the body/ego complex is deeply rooted and it takes great, consistent effort to manage these forces, but I thought, there must be a way. As I was walking in the sunshine on this warm winter’s day, I felt my egg-shaped aura fill with light so I was in an illuminated bubble and I felt the 3 states of my psychic, mental and spiritual consciousness merge and become one in this bubble of light. No more levels of consciousness, but one whole Self. It was like my Self realized itself as a whole being which included my body and even the vital life emanating from the body. I then had this unique connection to my physical body which revealed to me the answer to my earlier pondering about how is it possible to maintain serenity in the turbulence of life.

What was revealed to me was that the balance of the body can be managed through a conscious awareness of the chakra/endocrine glandular system. The Ancient Egyptians considered the endocrine glands as the system for controlling the functions of the body. This system is grouped: in the head with the hypothalamus and the pineal-pituitary glands; in the throat with the thyroid; behind the heart is the thalamus; in the mid-section are the kidneys, adrenals, and the pancreas; and at the base of the trunk are the ovaries and testes. These glands secrete hormones and chemicals which make possible all the bodily functions of digestion, metabolism, cellular growth, organ functions, converting food to energy and mood swings. These glands are located in the same areas as the chakras in the Indian yoga systems. In fact, from what I saw, the cosmic life force flowing through the chakras in the nervous system is connected and synchronized with the endocrine glands so when the vital life is blocked or imbalanced, the glands secrete the necessary hormones and chemicals into the blood to keep the body in balance. What was most significant for me was that the endocrine system is responsible for our mood swings, meaning that even though we may be experiencing Samadhi in meditation, these glandular secretions occasionally disturb our peace when the body is out of balance.

The body-mind of the Triune Self feels sensation only, but the body-mind is conscious intelligence, meaning that we can feel the effects of these glands and thus alter or suppress the mood/irritation swings to which the physical body is prone. More importantly, being cognizant of any mood swing is an indication that the shadow/personal self (psychic nature) is active. When one has reached Level 3 meditation, there is no room for the drivel of the personal self; at the completion of Level 2, the personal self “dies” when the psychic waters are purified and the impersonal, selfless, Self is reborn; that is, we begin to feel the presence of our eternal Self-Identity in the Knower. Consequently, learning to stabilize and balance the body/endocrine system is the way to monitor, manage, and minimize the “moods and irritations” the shadow/personal self/body-mind can induce in the chakras and endocrine glands. This was the remedy to the question I was puzzling about at the beginning of this enlightening walk… how do we maintain the perfect balance and stillness in everyday life? I do believe the ancient saying is true, “Be still and know I AM God.”

I hope these writings and meditation system are helpful to those who use it. I do believe God has used the spiritual experiences I have had over the last 40+ years to write this. It is not a perfect system, though I will keep improving it as new insights come, but I do guarantee that it is good enough to awaken you to the point at which you receive the insights needed to guide you to your spiritual goals. It is my prayer that whoever “walks this walk” will find within the Heaven that is the Holy Trinity and that one day we may all know oneness in the holy family of humanity. God Bless.

The Possible Impossible

At first I saw just a glimmer, and then the wind rippled the surface of the deep well of life,
Into which I dove down willingly and began swimming as quickly as I could to the light.
I only had one thought then, to cross to the brilliant other side,
But I soon found myself passing through the deep place where all my real shadows hide.
Then, I wanted to turn around, but suddenly the way was narrow and the light grew dim;
And I had no other way to go but onward; and I was kicking as the walls closed in.
Holding my breath with all my might, until there was nothing left of me but heart,
As stroke after stroke, I drove through the darkness, guided by the fire of a distant star.
Then, just as my body disintegrated, the Christ reached out for my life,
Drawing me gasping through the eye of the needle as a brilliant thread of light;
And though I leave everything behind, to be stretched in the rare air of heaven above,
I rejoice to breathe in eternity, reflecting so clearly in the light of love.

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The terminology of the Triune Self, the 4-fold body and the breath-form are taken from the book Thinking and Destiny by Harold W. Percival. Basic terminology regarding the instinctual body, the shadow and the psychic nature come from Analytical Psychology and the writings of Carl Jung. The application of these terms to the different levels of meditation is based on my own meditation experiences.